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I am happiest by myself. I like persons; not people. Music keeps me alive. I try to be worthy of God's love. I'm still trying to find my way...

Update!

It’s been loooooong!!! And much has happened in this un-updated time! God has shown me His mercies again and I’m at an all-time high with my faith. I have learned that even if He takes, He also gives and He gives regardless of whether we deserve it or not!

Unto other things, I have learned more about human nature. Occurrences have taught me that people (myself included) need to learn to do a lot more thinking and a lot less talking. People need to take into account other people’s feelings and learn to be less selfish and self-opinionated. People need to watch the things they say and how they say them; what you think is not always wise or right, and just because you have freedom of speech does not mean you can spew the first thing that pops in your head. People need to be able to correct things in their lives before the mock the ‘flaws’ in another’s, and people need to learn to shut up and stop ranting about ‘crimes’ they commit themselves; Like a man beating up his wife and telling the cops that they’re handling him too roughly…?! C’mon! And people need to accept their flaws and be open enough to learn to accept their faults, and learn to say simply ‘I’m Sorry’.

There is no such thing as the perfect human (well, except Christ but that was only exterior-wise) but we should all strife to be the best we can be. We should all strife to be people we can love and be proud of, and people who can be appreciated by those who matter!

Thank you, Jesus. Eres el mismo hoy y siempre entonces, te quiero mucho. I love you much more than I can say in Spanish or English, or a combination of both. Love whoever’s reading this too, u rock!

Genesis 9:3

When you call on Jesus

Be still and know

That he will mount you on wings like eagles

And you shall soar to heights

Past your imagination

And beyond your desire

Because He that is within us

Is greater than that which is without

Now, I have no doubt…

Because my ears had heard of Him,

But now my eyes have seen Him;

Now He has given me everything.

Carmille's Lament

...Someone else

The thought's so strange...

With someone else...


When you’re little and your mind is free

You can fantasize, oh yes, be happy

But when you realize that life's not what it seems

That’s when you know that it’s too late to breathe


When you’re little and you're daddy's little girl (little pearl)

All that matters is you're daddy's little world

But when you find that daddy's not Zeus, or Jupiter (daddy's not Thor)

Then you know that your end is but a sepulcher


Now I find that my life is not my own

And my choices are but someone else's own (someone else's own)

I cannot cry for I know I must find new love

But someone else, someone else?


It's not fair that I should have to suffer

For they say that I was born beneath a wishing star

But now I have to find a way to fall in love

With someone else, someone else?


It's just not fair that I’m the one to suffer

It's not fair that I’m trapped by my fears

It's not fair that I should have to start again (give your heart again)


Again...

Someone else

Another man?

Someone else...

Friend

A friend is the one who’s there when needed

The one who’s there through the laughs and cries

The one who postpones his sorrows for your joys of the now

The same one who’ll come running when your sorrows come around

Friends are priceless gems that show you that life is not as bad as it seems

Friends are the threads that hold together the seams

A friend is the reminder that God is good and he lives in us all